A Different Self of You Awaits
That day in Eko, hours before we we argued
about where we would stay the night,
you told me the Ikenga is always made of,
and sometimes by you, its other. You shape
not only its outer body but its inner ways
as well. You can feed your Ikenga any
offering you choose, at any time of day or
year, or not feed your Ikenga at all. You can
paint, scarify, or leave its surface bare.
Everywhere is its altar. Hang your Ikenga
on a door, a tree, or a wall, nest it in
a secret drawer, bury it in sand, or fling it
into a pampas meadow as far as you can throw.
Caress your Ikenga, or break it into pieces.
Write it prayers, love letters, or threats.
Lustrate its beauty, or scream and curse
its features, its smell, its very existence
that you yourself have brought into being.
You can ignore your Ikenga.
An eternity of solitude troubles it not.
Your Ikenga can bear anything,
even that which would bring you
to direst ruin. Which is, naturally,
a good piece of the point.
Your Ikenga remains with you always,
no matter how many Ikengas you make,
destroy, or abandon. If you hurl your
Ikenga into the river, it will resurface
on the hidden delta where one or more
of your ancestors tills the soil of
inexorable rebirth. If you drop your
Ikenga into the deepest part of the ocean,
it will beach onto a shore where another,
different self of you awaits.
Self-important books call Ikenga
a warrior cult. That is like calling
the open slice in a martin’s tail
the whole of her power to fly.
for Chukwuemeka
MR/Metropolitan Review, State University of New York, 2015
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A Different Self of You Awaits
That day in Eko, hours before we we argued
about where we would stay the night,
you told me the Ikenga is always made of,
and sometimes by you, its other. You shape
not only its outer body but its inner ways
as well. You can feed your Ikenga any
offering you choose, at any time of day or
year, or not feed your Ikenga at all. You can
paint, scarify, or leave its surface bare.
Everywhere is its altar. Hang your Ikenga
on a door, a tree, or a wall, nest it in
a secret drawer, bury it in sand, or fling it
into a pampas meadow as far as you can throw.
Caress your Ikenga, or break it into pieces.
Write it prayers, love letters, or threats.
Lustrate its beauty, or scream and curse
its features, its smell, its very existence
that you yourself have brought into being.
You can ignore your Ikenga.
An eternity of solitude troubles it not.
Your Ikenga can bear anything,
even that which would bring you
to direst ruin. Which is, naturally,
a good piece of the point.
Your Ikenga remains with you always,
no matter how many Ikengas you make,
destroy, or abandon. If you hurl your
Ikenga into the river, it will resurface
on the hidden delta where one or more
of your ancestors tills the soil of
inexorable rebirth. If you drop your
Ikenga into the deepest part of the ocean,
it will beach onto a shore where another,
different self of you awaits.
Self-important books call Ikenga
a warrior cult. That is like calling
the open slice in a martin’s tail
the whole of her power to fly.
for Chukwuemeka
MR/Metropolitan Review, State University of New York, 2015
Sections